Bleeding Heart

I will give anything just so you know me,

see me and realize how much you mean to me.

I have for a long time longed to know you so much that it eats me up,

send shivers to my spine and controls the very essence of my existence at the

very mention of your name or a glimpse of your face when you walk by.

I have been wondering when you will move from my dreams

and become a reality even so my mind can’t comprehend

the thought, the sound of your voice like springs of living water,

your smile, like nothing i have ever seen, your body,,,

damn your skin like an Irish cream on cold winter, so tender,

so unimaginably intense with the gravity of life itself.

I have heard of the myths and legends of ancient past never

believing in them until I laid eyes on you, eyes that see the very soul when looked at,

I have seen the very fabric of your soul and you have become

my Pocahontas, my warrior, my greatest treasure.

It’s been hard for me to admit the thought i have for you cos my heart

yearns for you every time I hear you whisper. If i should fall,

it should be in the bosom of your heart cos that’s the place I long for.

I have searched for a day like this when my heart would stop at the

very mention of your name and now that I have,

I am like Alice in wonderland not knowing what to do.

I have skipped countless heart beats, run across deserts,

and plunged in waterfalls but never, never felt an attraction so

intense so immense that life itself means nothing.

Truly life seems so empty without you in it,

the picture blurs each and every day without you in it.

No amount of tears can fill my eyes or that of water to

quench my thirst cos I thirst of you. I need more of you in my life.

You can see my heart beating and you know I am terrified,

my very soul shivers at the thought of you,

I can’t seem to understand why, why do I feel this way towards you

and why do I bleed, why do I bleed so hard......